walking on...

It’s been a long time ever since i update here about my life.

Family ? well, not quite bad.

Financial? well, deeply desperate for money to drop down the sky to clear debts

Relationship? Thank god, even though i have walked to a dead end, your still willing to be there for me to lead me to the right way.

Personally? Been having this kinda of bad feeling whenever im alone.trying to figure out what exactly it is but have come to zero conclusion.

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Quited my job one week before school starts. During this one whole week, pratically, i’ve been meeting out w S and steph.

kite flying, picnic, shopping, picnic, movies and contact lenses. That;s what happeninig in my life for the past few days.

As an update, i decided to go for the trial  version of contact lens. but right now, after paying for the deposit and checking of eye, im starting to thinking of backing out. Thinking of having to put on the contacts and taking out , taking care of lenses just makes me wanna back out even before trying.Thousands of questions and what if is coming out from my mind.

hmm for Shopping, i bought my court shoe, gel ( + shampoo, soap, plaster, power -.-) and a bag :)

This post gonna be real long because my thoughts are running here and there. Im trying to make everything to be in a sequence but well, i guess i failed.

Anyway, i wanna apologise to Thea for the cancellation of the club thing. Really sorry about it. :( feeling real guilty about it.