walking on...

If I were to be given the chance to turn back time to choose will I still choose the same path? Sometimes I just felt lonely, sometimes u aren’t there and sometimes u can’t give me what I need. These sometimes just suddenly occur to me. Maybe getting emotional on the cold night is the trigger to it or am I deceiving myself? I’m just wondering maybe I should give myself a break to see what I really need. I’m in your shelter for too long, long enough for me to forge what it is to be like being myself alone …