December 2009
26 posts
feels like dieing
first day of school was great! miting up with the girls gg crazy, reallu had a great laugh esp with scb!
during the last lecture, my gastric gone wrong. damn pain :( so rush home after tt. totally is like hell can. pain till i cry man. went to see doctor like after 3-4 hours of pans till i cant tahan. damn it.
seriously, ytd i just tot i might faint or die anytime. totally damn weak. just...
schooolllllll
PS: WHY I CANT UPLOAD PHOTO THRU LINKS????? !!
school starts tml. damn sucky. i have alrdy tot of skipping school on thursday. BUTBUT ddarm the entrepreneur, have to submit the journal on thurs! wth~
BCS individual excel is damn cui can. don’t know what im doing. just hope to pass it pls…:D:D:D
o.o first day of school have to reach at 9am sharp to submit the bcs . really TP...
crabs
today was crabs gathering for xmas! :D:D the last gathering was like on jade bdae?-.-
i miss the girls so muhc. anw, as usual, yearly routine PRESENT XCHANGE :D:D:D.
hope thy like the present i bought. =xx was on tight budget :(
did some last minute shopping with sc before meeting them . .gosh. so many things i wanan buy. got a change of taste. the clothes in the lagguage dinc got a change to...
“Quarrels SUX .”
“liking you more each day, loving you less each day”
xmas
spend my very first xmas eve w/o tuuties instead with sc and kw gang.it’s fun. gambled & drink . not much of a xmas celebration either. just hanging out tgt till early morning.I wanna a realli xmas party and xmas celebration next yr pls :( no pics taken :(
but really had fun last night. :D:D
santa , santa bring my worries and sadness away and bring in someone i love who’s...
@ home
yawn. woke up at 5pm.! damn shiok. was suppose to go shopping with yuhan today. but when i woke up in the morning, i receive a sms from her that she is hospitalize. so yea. anw tc girl :D
so i continue my sleep and when i woke up its 5 pm! gosh. dad came back from work :D it’s his first day training. so yea, went to have late lunch with him and i told him 24 and 25 im not coming home...
Watched Avatar just now. It’s really an interesting movie! :D 2.5 hrs long ! but definitely not boring! :D
Christmas is coming, like really coming but i dont feel any xmas mood at all :( sigh.i miss the xmas spend with tuuuties. the xmas shopping. derh!
ok im gonna look for a job. apply for a front desk receptionist for a fitness centre at bugis. hopefully, i get it. pray for me...
“someone you like V.S someone you love
which would you choose?”
u just never understand my feelings, never stand in my place to think for me. use ur brain before talking to me will you? keep saying u understand but not a single word goes into ur brain. you just dont see the picture. fuck up fuck fuck fuck!
shoo
who are you to judge me? who are you to blame me? what position do you have to say me? afterall it isnt me who took the first step and asking not to wait. so Fuck off.
i`m a good girl today but coming home damn early :) been going out will quite late for the past few days.
im really glad to have YU chatting with me all the while and really sorry for rejecting you again. gotta be good girl...
i blogged doesnt mean i wan people to know, people to ask what happen.i just want need a space to write. that’s all.
so dont come probe me with my life. its my thing.
no offence to anyone
“your just making me doubting on you again and again. your words can it ever be...”
6 days
Finally got back my laptop :) i feel so proud of myself because i managed to reformat ,do back up, donwload necessary files all by myself. :D:D
it’s the 6th day that i been smsing YU :)
YU know so many things! tennis, cooking and many more.
so perfect :)
i`m trying to build my trust back to you. really. but it doesnt work smoothly.
swimming!
so as agree, steph and i went out tgt :D initially we both had no idea where to go or rather had an idea of the place but its inconvenient to go.
so conclude we went swimming! since it’s a warm day and the sun is terrible. hop over to bill condo for the swiimmm! love the toilet! so clean and spacious. it’s been like more than 4 years since i last went swiming. -.- love swiiming with...
time to knock out or shut up
went to catch zombieland just now with fiq and cc :D had fun today well, at least the part when im with them and not smsing u.
zombieland is a must watch movie! its damn hilarious alright. not abit of horror ok please.
omg. you know what? i manage to get in touch with CK! its been 5 years since i met or even chat with him. so today i tot i saw someone like him and sms to ask him, well, obviously...
do you know i blog my feelings for you in your blog?
as if you will ever find out.
Isn’t it awful that you used to have a BEST FRIEND who you can rely on now no longer there for you?
when you met them again your seems complete stranger and had nothing in common.
Deal
We made a deal and i kept it. Why do you have to hold me back asking for more time? it wasnt easy for me to say it out and stand firm on my decision. Im glad you ask for more time, but will it work? i don’t know. i seen you trying this time but i guess it will never work out that way anymore.
As time goes by, i pray it wash away all the pain and love from me.
shhh. that’s all. :)
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“thousand of darts piercing through my heart, putting on a strong front is never...”
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xin`star
i just wish to break away, be free. .
<3 astro boy
